Gods... I'm so stressed out right now. I'm going to make this post friends only - I don't want to share any vulnerabilities with the public.
All of this Reikai-mess crap is getting to me. There's so much work I need to do to help fix this. It's not even my responsibility, really. Or maybe it is, because I'm a Lord. I get responsibilities I shouldn't be receiving.
Really, I don't mind random jobs that need to be done. Half the time my men will take them up for me, anyway. But having dead people wandering around like this is... wrong, really. If you're dead, you're dead. Live (Can I say 'live' with this matter?) with it. Everyone dies, you're not supposed to have second chances. Although, lately, I've begun to question that... Shigure and Yuusuke each received two chances. Hiei and the recently revived demons got second chances, too. (Although, Shigure and Hiei's second chances were my fault, really) Do I get one?
This isn't supposed to happen.
People can say that sentence about things they don't want to happen. They do a lot, in fact. But in this case it really isn't supposed to happen. And it's bothering me, now. I haven't really let anyone see how bothered I am by this. Sometimes I want to, but no, I can't.
Hiei, you can read this. You bothered at all? You tend not to mention if you're uncomfortable, I know. But really, I want to make sure I'm not the only person not okay with it. A lot of people are treating it like it's just another problem, and it really isn't. Or, I don't think it is.